newloveaftermarriage

I do not have courage to write down this essay, because i feel i am sorry to my wife. I betray her at least on mind.
I fall in love with a girl recently, she is the style that i love. She is gentle, quiet, and pretty. But i konw i have marriaged, i will choose the sensiblily before love and sensibility.
I must try to forget  her, and try to become the ordinary frends with her. Ah~ i must be resposible to my family.